-My Life-
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
10:43 PM
Frozen within a "guilt" dimension... useless of escaping thru any angle... underneath me... underneath my clothes... underneath this bones... my vulnerability of telling the truth... cried myself to sleep... yet still awaken by the sins that i cudnt forget... convincing myself of wat i did was right... but not a soul agrees with me...
dear stranger...
i'm perfectly awake... if what i did was wrong through your eyes... there's no regrets through mine...
dear stranger...
i am guilty of trying to do the right thing... i close my eyes but you were never there inside my every dream...
dear stranger...
i sobbed and soaked my pillow... yet theres still no thoughts of you in my nearby future...
dear stranger...
i'm effortless to change your anger into something much more sweeter... but i prayed every night to heal the heartache that hurts every part of your body...
dear stranger...
i tried to find the right words... i tried to make the most peaceful ending... but you dont want to understand...
dear stranger...
i apologise
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