-My Life-
Monday, April 30, 2007
11:35 PM
Maybe itz better to juz neglect the thoughtz of me being with you... and maybe... juz maybe you would really tell me how u feel then...
Good night luv.
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
6:13 PM
I'm not here to make friends.
Making friends for my own convenience aint my thing.
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Monday, April 16, 2007
5:37 PM
It was possibly the 1st blunder i did in a strongly made friendship. the disapproving glare that masked behind your "i'm ok with it" face made me feel small. i thought i was making the right choice... maybe i'm still incapable of assuring wat "right choice" supposed to be. the thought of u thinking i'm being hypocritical about what had happen was really against my intentionz.A humongous word "GUILTY" was written on my forehead.expecting what i did will hinder an unwanted argument... unfortunately it was a bigger mistake doing so. I know apologising wont cover the error i did which teetered the friendship we built for yearz... but i will definitely do watever it takez to atleast...stabalize the pieces that almost fall apart. A short question still lingerz in my head..."how could a small mosquito destroy a healthy precious life?" itz a metaphor...meaning "how cud a small argument with a random unknown stranger of which was never near to our well-built frenship almost destroy the frenship itself?"i mean the argument didnt even have anythin to do wif us...let me re-phrase...it SHUDNT have anythin to do with us,yet now it became one united huge mixed problem... i didnt see dat coming. does "the random unknown stranger" was to blamed? or was it the fact that i'm not being responsible as a fren to a fren? And when itz too late... my explanation became silence thru ur earz...u start asking urself whether i'm worthy to be in ur inner circle of frenz.i wanna hasten the tyme where i cud juz forget the awful thoughtz of whatz happening right now.yes... AWFUL is what i feel now.save me plz...
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Friday, April 13, 2007
8:31 PM
You honestly think i care?
theres really nothin wrong when pages of ur life hav been or will be tainted by unwelcome strangerz or rather unexpected visitors.you either patiently deal with it or start using ur anger which will make thingz even worst. i prefer not to care about the thingz that they did which ultimately dont matter or affect my life. even if they do... i reckon it wont hurt that much... or will it? well...the best ques is "shud it?"ahah! now i'm confused!##############################
Am i that serious??
Frankly,i'd say i appeared to be nowadayz... i guess... haha. hey itz not my fault... thingz hav been very intense lately u know... ahhh... i shudnt talk about this... haha.hayyo...suddenly cannot type anymore... k bye.
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
5:11 PM
If only someone cud look through me and see what i'm goin through and the situation i'm in right now... not judging by the looks or the idiotic stuffs i did or the crappy words i said but watz underneath it all.
maybe its impossible for any human being to do such thing unless u're psychic.
aaah...i luv the rain... it helps me hide my tears...
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
8:07 AM
Dear mother...
I've been using every sweat and calories simply to repay the things that you sacrifice though i know it is beyond my capabilities... I'm sorry for not being the best... still trying.
to be continue......
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Tuesday, April 03, 2007
5:33 PM
ok so i've been tagged... by nennoo...
lets get to the point which most probably u guyz are dying to noe... ahaha
since i cant cut and paste... i'll juz start writing...
6 weird things about me. (am i not weird enuf?haha)
1)i hate books but i like dictionary.(believe it or not,i read every single word)
2)i alwayz byte my nails when i get nervous or b4 i ans a question. (at sch)
3)i'm super forgetful...really... i can forget sumthin in less than a second...haha
4)i have the most ugliest middle finger...haha
5)i have a huge mouth... literally.
6)i apologise to ppl 4 no reasonz.
so shud i ask ppl to cut and paste what i juz did?well... i guess if u wanna play this game u noe wat to do... thnx to nennoo though...i had fun.
luv.
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