-My Life-
Sunday, December 31, 2006
10:00 PM
Today: i'm sitting here all alone... ate tonz of junkfood a.k.a chocolatez...yummy yummy chocolatez... anyway... juz now i was browsing through some of my past memories... 2004... 2005... but not 2006... itz too painful to even think about it... i realise how blessed i am to have frenz that never for a minute turn their backs on me... but human nature... we take them for granted...
slowly... i've learned not to be vulnerable towards the ppl i thought i love... perhaps... its better to know them for several years and know their true colours before making the decision to be close to them...
and then theres a diversity of people... which we have to be aware of... thinking that boys are all the same or girls always cheat are not the most intellectual way of assuming or judging others... although i'm now not use to interact with people after 1 year of not socialising... i'm not even going to try as i have to gather the frenz that i once lost... myb then... i'll try to socialize more...
tyme will never anticipate for our presence to be in a meeting or examz or any other challenges... regreting and crying over the condition and tragedy that we are in right now is a huge waste of the most precious tyme... although in some ways the way i type may sound frigid and feelingless... in reality its better to wipe the tears off as we are actually heading to a new beginning which will lead to a better territory... its rocklike even for me... but theres no other choice but to bare with it... coz we've made a wrong decision earlier on...for that...we have to re-do the mistakes... otherwise we'll be a loser in every challenges that comes in...
Saturday: had lunch with my family and the workers of my parents company~~ mummy and daddy blanje the workers~~ it was great~~ even my two maids came along... oh and my sister's boyfren was invited too... ate at han river... the place was better than seoul garden in terms of the tomyum soup... they use paste rather than juz soup... i figure its better that way coz if the soup is tasteless we can juz add more paste... in terms of the meat... hmmm... i'm not sure coz i dun eat meat... except for fish and chicken...
so after lunch we went to courts at tampines... window shopping... and of coz free massage(osim)... haha...
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happy family~~
siblingz~~~
two best lil siblings~
i wanna poop~ and i like my heels~ (ok doesnt make sense...watever)
lalalalala~~~
smelly...so so smelly~~oh...introducing...behind are my shy maids..~ hehe
me so the kaku laa~~
for a moment there... i feel lucky... bahha~
models wannabe
soooo fetch~
auww~~ my bro mrajok ngan ah goa(worker) ke??ahaha...so gay la 
we are chocoholic...(watever that meanz) weee~~~
my lil bro with my sister's boyfren... they look gay-ish... ahaha
my siblings without my lil sis~ 