-My Life-
Friday, December 07, 2007
10:38 PM
back from bali...i loved it there.... itz way better than i expected... i will most definitely go there again... honey moon perhapz? hahahaaNywayyyzzzz....i missed singapore no doubt... and now i'm finally home....so herez a story...well i did enjoy every single day at bali... but in between i've been making alot of thinking u know... mostly about love...well well.... no surprise there... i bet everyone already thot of that ryte... how they want the perfect guy/girl... or the perfect marriage... or even how far they can last wif their partner...i for 1 made alot of mistakez in my life that sumtymez i dun even think that love really exist... i must admit that i did hurt alot of ppl and was hurt by alot of ppl.however it became clearer to me that love is not everything in a relationship...itz not juz first sight attraction nor izzit purely lust...itz how connected u feel to that person... whenever or wherever that person may be... itz how the chemistry still workz even from a far... itz how time doesnt matter... therez alot of "itz how..." i must say...but overall....we cant really predict when real love can strike ya know... when it happenz...it will juz happen...sumtymez... even the person u had a crush on for a few yearz isn't the person u wanna be wif... or the person u've been having relationship for more than 5 yearz juz werent the ryte person u wanna b wif...the feelingz that i felt alot of tymez died a long tyme ago... itz juz doesnt feel like "love"... itz more of a... well curiosity.Him.... the person i would like to give my whole heart to... "mr. imperfect but right for me"YOU... whom i called MY superman... MY knight in shining armor... MY guardian angel... who will alwayz look out for me even when his not looking at me... touch my heart without saying a word... giving me the strength i need even when he's not around...i guess... all of the above probably describe my one and only... whoever you are..~~~ cant wait to meet you my future~
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