-My Life-
Friday, December 26, 2008
10:42 PM
Tired...Under pressure and Unappreciated...
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Thursday, December 25, 2008
6:18 PM
Please make me feel closer to him...
these days it seems so distance... and ultimately... far away...
no conversation,no words that can make me feel secure and calm..
it sucks coz there's nothing i can do abt it.. or u...
my hope is for all the success u want and need...
i cant stop these feelings of uncertainty,unsure,paranoid and mostly.... missing you badly... :(
But... all i know is the hopes and faith i have in you is so strong...
i count every second of every minute of every hour of every day for u to come back...
and i never stop...
for every heartache that i have to wait...
there's always a thought of ur face... and ur loyalty... and ur trust... and ur support... and ur LOVE...
strengthen me... help me...
i'm a stronger person i'm sure...
so why do i feel so weak?
i guess its bcoz of you...
cliche as it may sound...
but you are... and will always be my weakness...
so please... let every chirping bird in this world, or the soothing wind, send my message to him...
that more than anything... i am always thinking of him... missing him... and still waiting...
Love always,
MARIA
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Sunday, December 14, 2008
7:53 PM
Hey everyone....i went to indonesia to look at my dad's school,home for the orphanage and land.. oh not to forget... i also went to my cousins house... enjoyed loadz... anyways... just a quick update... itz already been 13mths being with him... love u crazy still...enjoy the pictures readers...introducing... my kakak
me... acting sexy...haha... 
aaah.... my palace...
she's so big now... my small sister
Big suite,big bed.... what else?
literally being a princess...
nenek mona (my grandma's bestfren),random kampong girl and mua...
the face tellz it all... she does not like u sis...haha
auuuwww... btw...behind is pokok kayu manis..~
Dad's land.. so big...
Hot? not?
Pokok kayu manis...~ smells really nice
Vogue 1
vogue 2
Daddy~
Daddy busy
Daddy's land
Me... its a really nice view 4 taking pix here
kak mas
nice view
cute
love it here
on the way...
pix at the hotel... sadly tak jadi...
daddy's home 4 the orphanage
Havent fully done yet
After qurban at my cousin's house
romeo and juliet... they've been together for 50years and they are still in love like crazy... cute can~~!
pondok
reached indonesia at last~
i miss him...
Camwhoring
again...
and again..
triplets
hmmm....
me... acting sexy...haha... 
