-My Life-
Thursday, December 25, 2008
6:18 PM
Please make me feel closer to him...
these days it seems so distance... and ultimately... far away...
no conversation,no words that can make me feel secure and calm..
it sucks coz there's nothing i can do abt it.. or u...
my hope is for all the success u want and need...
i cant stop these feelings of uncertainty,unsure,paranoid and mostly.... missing you badly... :(
But... all i know is the hopes and faith i have in you is so strong...
i count every second of every minute of every hour of every day for u to come back...
and i never stop...
for every heartache that i have to wait...
there's always a thought of ur face... and ur loyalty... and ur trust... and ur support... and ur LOVE...
strengthen me... help me...
i'm a stronger person i'm sure...
so why do i feel so weak?
i guess its bcoz of you...
cliche as it may sound...
but you are... and will always be my weakness...
so please... let every chirping bird in this world, or the soothing wind, send my message to him...
that more than anything... i am always thinking of him... missing him... and still waiting...
Love always,
MARIA
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